Living Room

Blaine stopped playing at the mention of Cazz's name then kinda eavesdropped on the conversation.

Cazz looked down at the house elf greating it happily smiling softly looking up as she gently looks up into the house whispering " I'm cazz valentine"

Smili ng seeing blaire so happy quickly wrapping her arms around the girl. " hey blaire!"

Cazz smiled gently nodding looking at blaire so happy. " I remember. .. well most of it! " slowly she stepped in the room looking around a moment laughing feeling foolish. "You know you wouldn't believe it... but I went to the other house first."

Cazz laughed loudly hugging her tightly smiling brightly as she pulled back just as excited, it had taken her six months after Luke left her to figure out where all the pieces where. Still some of it was missing though, but for the most part she remembered who she was and all her friends.

"Yeah I saw Louie at the door, he gave me this address I haven't been here in a while." Slowly she came into the house smiling gently looking at Blaine for a moment before nodding.

"Yeah nice to see you again Blaine."

Cazz slowly sat down in a chair thinking how she could explain everything, she was some what better she guessed. A sort of sad laugh left her as she ran a hand threw her hair tucking her leg under the other turning to Blaire smiling a little.

" I left the country... sort of traveled... everywhere." She laughed softly smiling gently brushing hair behind her ear. " Took me six months... Um.. well I drank myself to death for the most part... I just slowly started to remember the small things. Then slowly things started to come together again... it was slow but its all back now. At lest for the most part... I wouldn't know if it wasn't" Cazz grew deathly quiet not looking at Blaire taking a deep breath closing her eyes swallowing hard. "Um... we... we are no longer seeing... he left me." She ran a hand threw her hair slowly taking another deep breath.

Cazz looked down a little deep in thought, she really couldn't give her an answer.. She only guessed he didn't love her any more as she shook her head no gently. "I don't know... no... I don't... Its over and done." She nodded again looking up at Blaire forcing a smile before nodding quickly.

"Of course we can... I can hardly wait for it Louie was going to give you a call after I talked to you. I was kinda hoped I could move back into my old room at the house.. I don't... I can't go back home." She nodded a little to herself confirming it. She was thinking of burning the place down, everything she hated was there.

Cazz laughed a little louder smiling gently as she looked at Blaire looking down at her arm swallowing hard before looking up at Blaire before looking down at the extreme burn on her arm whispering. "Blaire... do you know... if I had something on this arm... or how I burned myself?"

She rubbed the back of her neck a little worried before laughing smiling. She was almost positive she would have a great time with the boys. She missed them to be honest. A grin spread across her face a smirk taking over. "I have drinking with the Russians and the Irish I am almost sure I can drink you all under the table."

Cazz grew very very quiet for a few long moments soaking it all in. She nodded gently understanding something more. Excepting who she was. Taking a deep breath laughing a little before smiling. "I guess I had a reason for it right?" She did not know exactly why she did anything in her past... but she guessed she was done with it and that was a good thing. She had enough problems as is and she did not need any more, she just wanted to take a short at being normal.

Slowly she yawned looking up at Blaire again nodding laughing a little. " I am sure they both will, I'm glad to be here... home I guess. Its nice to see you." A soft happy smile took over her face as she leaned back a little playing with her hair. "I missed you guys."

She nodded softly taking a deep breath looking up at her smiling softly giving another shrug before rubbing her arm slowly looking up at Blaire looking so tired as she laughed gently. "I am sure I will figure it out some day..."

Laughing a little more shaking her head smiling. "My god you think he get himself a girl to drink with, though I will go drink with him, I have plenty of time I think." She played with her hair, it had gotten a little longer and lighter from all the sun in Holland she got. If she closed her eyes long enough some times she could fee the sun on her skin.

" I am taking up your whole night, I am sorry Blain will most likely want to have his wife to himself." Slowly getting up taking a deep breath laughing. "I will go wake your brothers up for a night on the town unless... you want to go that is?"

She nodded kind of hoped they would. She wanted to understand everything and she didn't want to repeat any mistakes. It was all going down hill for her when she lost them... she knew that, but she was happy.

Cazz gave a laugh, she smiled happily. " Hey if Louie wants me I'll take him, but I don't think he wants this big bag of crazy!" She grinned leaning back in her chair slightly. "Anyway how would Eli act?"

Cazz sighed very gently leaning back mumbling. " I can't sleep without someone in bed with me."

Blaine nodded at Cazz. "Yes, I remember. Nice to see you again." He then stood and went upstairs to give the girls privacy.

"maybe I'll ask Eli then, he won't be to freaked out by it so much..." She smiled gently nodding slightly laughing gently. "We did have quite a few deep conversations... maybe he can help me with why I left maybe I talked to him about it." She was deep in thought for a few long moments.

"No matter how drunk I am... well... okay maybe if I was really really fucking drunk... but There is just no way... I could sleep with Louie with a sound mind... Maybe if he did a jedi mind trick! But only then maybe not I don't know shit could happen... I don't think we should talk about me fucking one or both of your brothers blaire that is just weird..." She laughed getting flustered with herself.

She laughed a little Eli always had put on this bad ass persona and to see him using her as a human teddy bear made her laugh gently smiling brightly before she rested her head in her hand watching Blaire nodding. " Has he found himself a girlfriend yet?"

Cazz raised an eyebrow now slightly freaked... what if he did... what if she ended up sleeping with him? How would she be able to look him in the eye. A dry laugh left her agreeing again.