Pool

( I could not help myself.)

Hand still over her eyes she stepped back in. Standing straight up and down like she was being scolded by her mother. "He did not say that you had a man around... I would have waited."

"I believe they should... Jesus Christ... I wish I did." Shaking her head a little walking closer heals clicking against the floor. "Who's he? New boy every week now? Love you gotta stop this... bad for the body."

Shaking her head slightly running a hand threw her hair. Waving while smiling sort of at Blaine. "Hey mate... That's nice... keeping it in the pure blood family thing."

Cazz sighed softly sighing a little, running a hand threw her hair again taking a seat. Not hearing a word from him since he was gotten to school or being able to see him made things hard. "I have no idea." She smiled trying to hide the fact she was sad.

"When he goes to school, the school owns him. Not I." Looking away from her all together for a moment trying to be happy once more. Turning back to her smiling. "So what is with lover boy over there mhmmm?"

"Blaze or Blaine something. What's up with this?" she smiled a little trying to make some sort over conversation.

"It will stick eventually." looking over at him watching a moment or two before looking back at blaire winking. " Always pick good ones don't cha." smiling a little getting up from her chair walking a little closer. " So I have been thinking."

Sitting down she took off her shoes dipping both her feet in the water. The bottom of her tights getting wet. "Well... I don't know if I want to 'live'." She did some air quotations around live. "This kinda life anymore if you know what I am saying."

Laying back on the ground arms above her head nodding a little. "I don't care... Honestly." A huge wight lifted off her chest as she said so. Her mind as of late had been a total mess always a consent battle in there. It was driving her mad more than anything.

Pulling down her glasses she stared at Blaire. The dark circles around her eyes were from lack of sleep more then that. A mad look had taken over in her eyes. Little streaks of red in the gray of her eyes. "You can still talk to me its not like I am going to tell anyone about it."

Rolling her eyes softly she sits up again putting an arm around Blaire. "Blaire. You know me right. Very well yeah?" She smiled at her putting her glasses back on.

Smiling happy she nodded. "Now you know I don't take any shit from anyone and Luke knows that. For we do all kinds of crazy things together. Now do you honestly think that if I was going to come see you anything would stop me for any reason? No... well unless death comes calling." She smiled again.

A sad look crossed her face while she tried to think of something to say. "I am just tried of hurting others... It is not the path for me and I will regret everything I do. I can hardly sleep it has been crazy... I don't even understand why. It was after..." She tried to think of it, but it was lost on the tip of her tongue.

"I am sure you are smart enough to figure it out yourself. You made it threw school right?" Smiling a little not being able to stop her laugh.